>We’ve all heard something like that plenty of times, and most of us have felt that way at least once (In my case, that’s once a day, but I’m ‘special’). But is it really a good idea to step out of the chaos and become an onlooker?
When you watch, you can see things you’d miss if you were in the middle of the action – but you don’t get to feel it. Sometimes that’s a hell of a lot easier.
So, right now, I’d like to get off the whirlwind tour of “things in life that suck boulders through coffee stirrers”, but – me being a mad writer – there’s a part of me that’s still observing the emotional roller-coaster ride and taking notes for future writing. But I still want to get off. I’m heading to Australia in a bit less than a week, and I’m exhausted. I need time to step back a little and absorb it all.
Yes, I’m whining. I’ve had a hell of a time lately, and while I’m sure it’s a very valuable experience to know how it feels to hear that your mother has had a stroke, and I’m sure that sensation of my stomach burrowing through the soles of my feet will find its way into my writing somewhere, right now I just want it all to stop.
Meantime – how many of you have wanted to step away from everything for a while? Do you think it’s a good thing? A bad thing? Or am I just in meltdown and need to be kicked in the butt and told to get on with it?